I seriously wish I could just forget this race. And I use the term “race” loosely because I certainly didn’t perform like I was “racing”.
Lucky (or unlucky?) for me, my Garmin ate the data from this event, so part of me wants to pretend this race just never happened.
But I’m a big girl and I’ll own up to this craptastic performance.
But before I get ahead of myself, lets back up…all the way to Saturday night…because that’s when I got to hang out with these girls:
That’s me (obviously) with Michelle and Paula at Café Epicure in downtown Sarasota. Ryan was with us, but he was playing photographer here. (BTW, I totally stole that picture from Michelle’s recap)
We all chowed down on Italian food and gelato and water. It.was.awesome. Both the company and the food. Michelle and Paula are seriously fun & it makes me sad that we don’t get to hang out all the time.
Once we all said our goodbyes, it was time to head home and get in bed. Thanks to the time change I knew we needed to get in bed by 10 (because it was “really” 11 in my book) so we could be up & at the race site by 6am without being total zombies.
Sarasota was the event that my Karna Fitness running group was training for so we all met up before hand for a group shot and then paired off for running the race.
My plan was to run easy, finish the distance and try not to freak out. Seriously. That was the plan. This may have been my 13th 12th half marathon – and 5th time running SRQ – but it was a whole new game for me.
This was my first long distance race during the weaning process – and it was a “no medication day” so I wasn’t sure how my body (or mind) was going to respond to the distance.
I felt great for the first 6 miles – over the bridge, around St. Armand’s circle, and back over the bridge again. I was running with Kristen and we were having a grand old time chatting about anything and everything while we watched the miles tick away.
And then my stomach started bothering me.
I’ve had an upset stomach off & on during this weaning process, so I wasn’t surprised. And it was a super humid day (read: lots of sweating) so I was drinking a lot of water which definitely didn’t help the situation.
I managed to get to the 9 mile marker in decent shape – slow, but I still had a smile on my face despite not feeling very well.
Proof that I really *am* normal…or the course conditions were…you be the judge…
Shortly after that picture was taken my stomach situation got worse & I felt pukey with every step I took…and that made my “analyze” the situation even more…which lead to throwing myself into a mild state of panic.
“Can I get through this?”
“Is my heart rate too high?” (Yes, that one again…)
Just before mile 10 things got really bad – I seriously felt like I was going to vom and despite taking walk breaks every 2 minutes, my heart rate was not recovering and was in a constant elevated state. (Nothing like a self-fulfilling prophecy, right?)
AND THEN I WALKED 3.1 MILES TO THE FINISH LINE.
I definitely cried when the 3:00 pacer passed us, even though Kristen kept telling me I was NOT a failure even though I felt like one.
And I definitely cried when I crossed the finish line with a chip time of 2:59:15…because I felt like a failure…
But I didn’t puke. And I finished the whole 13.1 miles. And I didn’t have a full-blown anxiety attack on the course.
I was still feeling extra sorry for myself when I found Michelle and Paula in the beer tent.
But they quickly convinced me that beer Michelob Ultra solves everyone’s problems.
They were right. (Yep, another picture lifted from Michelle’s recap.)
And they may or may not have convinced me to run the OUC half in Orlando this December, provided I make it through MCM without wanting to swear off running forever.
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As for the race itself, I really have no complaints.
Sarasota is a very well organized race with great volunteers. There are plenty of water stops and lots of medics on the course. Plus, the course is challenging and has some great views, but isn’t crowded with around 2,000 runners.
The “expo” was lackluster…but this year was the first time in 3 years that they even had one (was just packet pickup before) so it’s a step in the right direction.
And I don’t care what anyone else says, I think the medal is pretty nifty, even if it isn’t life sized. It’s big and shiny and heavy – that’s about all I could ask for when it comes to a finisher’s medal.
The one “gripe” I have is really only about the results – because I tweeted and sent FB messages to find out where “Split 1” and “Split 2” were taken – but I never got a response.
I vaguely remember crossing timing mats around the 5k mark…which would put “Split 1” at an 11:45 average pace. A little fast for me for a long race.
Rumor has it that “Split 2” was either at the 10k point or at the 1/2 way point.
If it was at the 1/2 way point (6.55 mi) I was still clocking an average of 11:45 per mile, again much faster than I’d normally run for a half marathon. So that could explain why my stomach started bothering me so soon.
But if it was at the 10k point, that means an 12:24 average pace. So that really doesn’t explain anything because that’s right around what my goal was.
But since my Garmin data is lost and I didn’t get a response from the organizers, I guess I’ll never know for sure.
In the end, I’d definitely recommend the Sarasota Half Marathon to anyone wanting to run a smallish “local” race.
The end.
My stomach does the same thing when I run faster. I can run slow all I want but the minute I run faster it’s like I’ve entered Poop Town and I’m the mayor of Poop City. Yep. I went there.
But you finished! And that’s what counts. Also, you like that ugly gold dolphin so it was worth the bling. And the beer. And of course, me and Michelle’s company.
Now if only I could get the SRQ people to tell me where the spilts were actually taken so I know if I can use that as an excuse for my near-vom-experience…
Good job! as long as you went out there and gave it your best effort you have nothing to worry about. Puke just means you pushed it a little more than your stomach wanted to allow. run till you ralph, it’s perfectly normal. pretty hard core, actually.
I do feel like I gave it my best effort considering the circumstances I was facing. I just wish my “best” was better that day. …and I’m nut sure if I’m badass enough to let myself puke during a race yet…the thought of that still scares me a little!
Aw, sorry you weren’t happy with the race. I can certainly understand, but please realize you COMPLETED A FREAKIN’ HALF MARATHON! Fast or slow, it doesn’t matter—you did 13.1 miles and did something most people don’t do. I’m proud of you!
Thanks SM. I think what I’m struggling with is that after 12 half marathons I feel like this should be getting easier…but I feel like it’s getting harder each time. You’re right though – I finished 13.1 miles and that’s a heck of a lot more than the vast majority of the population!
Oh girly, I hear you!
The thing with tummy troubles, they just can be unpredictable at times. It can be triggered by your pre race food, warm temps, too much water, running harder than usual… There are just too many factors to count and you just can’t control that stuff.
With that being said, I too was crying at a finish line one time, because I was so dissapointed with my time, but in the end, I felt sick as a dog for half of the race and I just got lucky that I made it to the finish and didn’t poop on myself…
I think that race was a “perfect storm” for me for what could have gone wrong. But at least now I know I can get through a long race feeling that poorly! I just hope I don’t experience all of that again any time soon!
You are such a rock star for finishing!!!
Sorry that your Garmin is all busted — and weird about the splits. I can check mine tonight and tell you what matches up because my time/mileage was almost exact.
It was SOOOO good seeing you again! Hopefully the next race we will all be celebrating a little more
I’m still not sure the darn Garmin is working right…but good timing since now I don’t have to see how horrible my stats were out there!
I think you’re an inspiration for not quitting and finishing that race. Good for you. Wear that medal proudly!!!!!!!
Sorry you had stomach issues that made your race experience less than stellar.
I must say though, Sarasota Half is my favorite half in the area. Maybe I just LOVE and miss SRQ, but the run couldn’t be more beautiful. I really liked the change in course, though I could do without the 41 stretch to Ringling (In my perfect world, I would love to start at Van Wezel, go over the bridge to St. Armand’s and back, around Bayfront Park, past Selby and into the neighborhoods West of the Trail.)
I haven’t ran this race since 2009, and I plan on doing it here on out. Beats Gasparilla times 10. Not super crowded, a course that is entertaining and not out and back boring, etc.
Yes, where were those splits taken????? We must find out. My garmin didn’t start at the line – bummer – so I used a free iphone app that only gave me my avg pace.
I think I need a break from SRQ for a year or two – but only because I’m bored with the course! I agree that it’s a beautiful – but it’s one that I see every.single.day. (on my way to/from work) and run on every.single.weekend. during training. So the “excitement” if a pretty course is lost on me now. BUT, I say I’m ready for a break now…who knows how I’ll feel next fall when registration opens up again